Today I met with a group to discuss and plan a project for another class. I don't remember exactly how the topic got brought up, but we started talking about our religion classes. I started talking about how much I loved my Book of Mormon class, and how I felt that my teacher was truly helping me grasp the concepts taught. Ironically, another girl was taking the same class with a different professor. It was interesting to bounce ideas off of each other, and compare and contrast the teaching methods of our professors. However, the one thing that we both agreed on, was the curriculum and the way the material was being taught to us. Truly, it allows for both the student, and the professor to benefit from what is being shared and spoken through the Spirit. On that note, I'll begin my analysis of the teachings that we have had since the last entry.
The last time I wrote, I finished with writing about the infinite Atonement. To continue, and add on to this topic I'd like to share a quote that I found touching while reading. It was a quote from Elder Oaks, given in the May 2000 Ensign, he states "The assurance of resurrection gives us the strength and perspective to endure the mortal challenges faced by each of us and by those we love, such things as physical, mental, or emotional deficiencies..." I was touched by this quote because I loved the message behind it. In my life especially, the knowledge and consolation that I can repent, be resurrected, and dwell with my Father in Heaven is amazing. I hope one day that I am worth to live with him again.
As I continued in the selected reading for this topic, I would draw hearts around certain scriptures that touched my spirit. One such scripture was Alma 12: 14-15. I especially related to when it talks about the extreme guilt we will feel as a result of our sins, and how we would desire that the "rocks and the mountains fall upon us to hide us from his presence." I know in my own life, if I have sinned, it is occasionally hard for me to even pray, due to my extreme guilt and the taunting of the devil. However, we must press on and desire ultimate repentance, and truly our great Lord will forgive us. For we "cannot hide our crimes from God..." and we must "repent and forsake our sins, and go no more after the lusts of our eyes..." as stated in Alma 39:8-9.
Continuing in my studies, I came across another scripture that I loved. While discussing obedience to God, his prophets, and the commandments, I came across a scripture that talks about the eternal debt that we owe God. (Mosiah 2: 20-23) One of my favorite lines is when it states that God grants our breath every day, and in return he asks us to keep his commandments. Granting us life seems like a huge blessing in the simplest form, and truly what he asks of us is small in comparison. Truly, we were created "out of the dust of the earth." A quote that was shared during class, about keeping the commandments, also touched me. President Monson states, "It is easier to keep the commandments one hundred percent of the time, rather than ninety-eight percent of the time..."
Following our study of the commandments, we talked about faith. While I was doing the assigned reading, another excellent example of faith stood out to me. We all have heard the story of Enos before, however, this time I was especially touched by verse four. I love when Enos talks about his "soul hungering" in desperate need for the gospel and forgiveness. Leading into our next topic of Repentance, truly Enos felt godly sorrow for the things that he had done. Sometimes, in my own life it has been difficult for me to feel true godly sorrow for my sins. However, if we pray with real intent our Heavenly Father understands our sorrows, and that we desire to be forgiven and become a better person, and he will aid us in that journey to becoming whole again.
(I really liked this picture of faith)
As we continued in our study of repentance, we studied Alma 36: 10-20, where Alma is going through the full repentance process. It was interesting for me to here insights on these verses, through our discussions in class, that I hadn't previously thought about before. These verses truly express the full cycle of repentance.
This last class, we had the opportunity to interview someone about their feelings on the sacrament, as we started a new discussion about Baptism and the Sacrament. As I talked to my parents, I was able to recognize the things in my life that have allowed me to get the most out of sacrament meeting.
Truly I am so grateful for this amazing gift of the gospel. Throughout these past couple weeks, I have felt God's influence in my life and his blessings being poured out upon me, as I strive to do his will. I am so grateful for my family and the lessons that I have learned so far from this class.
Pictures: http://mormonthink.com/img/prophets.jpg
http://www.fccwa.org/uploads/2/5/2/6/25263998/805150_orig.jpg
https://www.lds.org/bc/content/shared/content/images/gospel-library/manual/37108/37108_all_027_01-passing.jpg
